Mar 26, 2005 08:58
last night was a blast, the guirles came over, we hung out a bit, talked , drank, nanna more then others =) lol then we went out to the lake where the setting was just right, the waterfall hitting the lake, if you closed your eyes you couldnt tell if it was a lake or an ocean, the moon full and beautiful, and right next to me 2 love birds holdind hands and eachother and giggling and all that lovers do.
umm it made me miss him so much! long distance relationships dont work i should of known that when i got into this,but im in to it now, more than ive ever know. ive never ever felt this way
you know how if your feeling crapy you have that someone to tell you you look great! amazing!beautiful, well thats him. or someone to pick you up when your lower than you ever thought. thats him. hes seen me in my best times and worst times.
now i realize how optimistic some people can be about love at this age, trust me i was one of them, and you might think its silly of me and most do. but if this is wrong then ill find out for myself, if he is wrong ill learn from it.
so you know who you are.!LET ME LEARN!