update
the last time i updated this damn thing was march 2nd...
i guess its time...
things that have happened...
Ok now just blah...
I am pretty lonely lately and I think it is showing... I dont like being lonely... i dont like being down. But i also dont really want to date... I just want to be cool with me and me by myself. Its hard but i think i will be ok. I havent really taken much of a break in the dating scene in awhile. i think its time...
but then there are the times when i become weak. I just need attention or affection and i think i go about that in the wrong way too. oh well. such is life. the lonliness will pass and i will be cool. it will just be a while.
So yeah i got commission to make costume for a renn type wedding... I am making the Wedding Gown, the Reception dress, the flower girl Dress, and 8 doublets... i am so stressing to get them all done. i have most of it cut out and peiced together and the dresses are almost done...but i am still stressing...
My softball team is in 1st place right now... only thing is that there was a bunch of drama on the team between some players so three of them got booted. they were three of our best players... 2 of them being pitchers. so, i am going to try my arm at pitching... this should be interesting... so far i have only had two people see me play, my ex, Jeremy and my friend Sandy Mom.... where is the love people...
Work is going alright. Boring, but its a paycheck.
I want to move out of my place to be closer to work because if gas is going to get to 3 dollars a gallon this summer than i am going to die with the hour long commute i have now from Long Beach to Tustin... Yikes!! Anyone know of anyone who needs a roommate or is looking to move?
I have a wisdom tooth growing in... Yay! not... painful stuff...
I went to the swapmeet with my Grandpa and my little bro... I was wearting a tube top cause i have some funky tan lines from faire and i got fryed!!! I am beet red!!
OK i think i am bored of this now.. I will upate again some other time when i am bored again.
Chao
things that have happened...
- my friends had their baby... Robert Rex Dearborn... 9 lbs, 3 oz, 21 inches long.
- I went to Renn faire on saturday with Greg, Cynthia, Liz, Dave, Big Dave, Eric, Anna, and myself
- Both of my best friends, Rachel and Melissa, got into the colleges they wanted... Rachel in CSULB and Melissa in UCI... i am so proud of them... i wish i could go back to school. but i have to work in order to pay rent and live on my own... dammitt!!!
- my boyfriend and I broke up about a month or so ago... old news...
- I making costumes for a wedding that is Memorial day weekend... stressss..... yikes!
Ok now just blah...
I am pretty lonely lately and I think it is showing... I dont like being lonely... i dont like being down. But i also dont really want to date... I just want to be cool with me and me by myself. Its hard but i think i will be ok. I havent really taken much of a break in the dating scene in awhile. i think its time...
but then there are the times when i become weak. I just need attention or affection and i think i go about that in the wrong way too. oh well. such is life. the lonliness will pass and i will be cool. it will just be a while.
So yeah i got commission to make costume for a renn type wedding... I am making the Wedding Gown, the Reception dress, the flower girl Dress, and 8 doublets... i am so stressing to get them all done. i have most of it cut out and peiced together and the dresses are almost done...but i am still stressing...
My softball team is in 1st place right now... only thing is that there was a bunch of drama on the team between some players so three of them got booted. they were three of our best players... 2 of them being pitchers. so, i am going to try my arm at pitching... this should be interesting... so far i have only had two people see me play, my ex, Jeremy and my friend Sandy Mom.... where is the love people...
Work is going alright. Boring, but its a paycheck.
I want to move out of my place to be closer to work because if gas is going to get to 3 dollars a gallon this summer than i am going to die with the hour long commute i have now from Long Beach to Tustin... Yikes!! Anyone know of anyone who needs a roommate or is looking to move?
I have a wisdom tooth growing in... Yay! not... painful stuff...
I went to the swapmeet with my Grandpa and my little bro... I was wearting a tube top cause i have some funky tan lines from faire and i got fryed!!! I am beet red!!
OK i think i am bored of this now.. I will upate again some other time when i am bored again.
Chao