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Oh my god, I feel so guilty right now...You know that feeling when your stomach is all in knots because you did something you weren't supposed to do? I have sailor knots with butterflies doing a jig because I ditched school and lied to my mom. Oh lordie...this feels horrible. I mean, it is the last day of school but my mom told me repeatedly to go to school. I even got my little sister in on the act...I hate feeling like a rebel. I'm so scared that my dad will get home early or something will happen and I'll get caught...*shudders* I can't even sleep because I feel so guilty! I can't eat either: I'm afraid that I'll just throw it all up again. Augh! Someone make me feel better about ditching!!!! *cries* Hopefully this helps aleviate at least an iota of my guilt...