It's Odd
I'm an eternal optimist and yet I do not have a clue as to what I want. Along with being an eternal optimist I am also eternally indecisive. Instead I know ezactly what I do not want. Which is rather intrigueing, me being an optimist and all you'd figure that I would know exactly what I do want rather than what I don't. Go figure. I just can't figure how I am an optimist and yet it's what I don't want that I am keenly aware of.