What are your thoughts?
am I afraid of living life?
am I running away from it?
hiding from it?
Recently I have been wondering why I am dragging my feet on getting myself out of the Land of Ice and Snow. Why it is taking so long. Is it me not doing enough to get out? maybe it is just not time for me to leave. it could be that I simply have not found a job yet so that I can move.
I could decide to stay for the winter. but do I really want to go through another winter up here? can I make it through another winter? It sure is tempting to stay up here in my little whole. it's safe up here. it's familiar. but in the long run is it what's best for me?
I need to decide whether I am staying here through the winter or not, and decide soon. The only problem is that I am so indecisive. Always have been. I wish I could figure out what it is that I want to do and then follow through and actually do something about it.
am I running away from it?
hiding from it?
Recently I have been wondering why I am dragging my feet on getting myself out of the Land of Ice and Snow. Why it is taking so long. Is it me not doing enough to get out? maybe it is just not time for me to leave. it could be that I simply have not found a job yet so that I can move.
I could decide to stay for the winter. but do I really want to go through another winter up here? can I make it through another winter? It sure is tempting to stay up here in my little whole. it's safe up here. it's familiar. but in the long run is it what's best for me?
I need to decide whether I am staying here through the winter or not, and decide soon. The only problem is that I am so indecisive. Always have been. I wish I could figure out what it is that I want to do and then follow through and actually do something about it.