Today is Monday...
Mondays are lame.
So far today has been pretty boring. I think we're all just tired and not wanting to be here. That happens alot it seems. Meh.. oh well.
I'm too negative. I haven't been myself in years it seems. I miss my bubbley personality. I guess sometimes I am sort of like my old self, but so much of me has been taken away. It's hard to find things that will fill those gaps. I've tried a few things. Most of them didn't work. My religion helped to fill those gaps, but my faith is fading. I still have my faith, but I'm just not active in it. Granted, I am a bible school teacher and soon to be a counselor. I just feel I need a little work on my faith.
My dad is going to pay me $50 for painting a portraite I was already going to paint. It's gonna be like the other one I painted. The one of me and it has all that 3D shit and stuff. (I will post pics later) So for this next one I am doing it of my brother Chris. I'm excited to do this. I just hope it doesnt turn out shitty. I'm sure it will be decent.
Well, that's all I got. I dont have a lot to say right now, which is weird 'cause I talk a lot. Well, I'm gonna go. See ya :)