I can't decide if I want to post the emo rant I just typed up or not. Maybe tomorrow....
In the mean time, I've had thoughts about getting a tattoo of a peacock.
I'd place it on my ribcage most likely, but I'd also consider my shoulder or something.
The peacock is typically a symbol of fertility and protection. My name translates in to both of those in like, 18 different languages, and I can definately relate to the protective part.