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I think it is time for me to disconnect the computer and separate myself from the online world. I have come to notice that no one online is your true friend, unless of course you knew each other prior to the internet. To people online you are expendable. With a simple click of a mouse you are gone forever from their lives. I'm tired of opening myself up to people only to have them act as if they couldn't care less about my thoughts and feelings.
My relationship with Gabe is over. While he carried on happily with his family I sat in the bedroom in tears and turned to a good online friend for comfort. The damn fool acted like I said nothing and proceeded with talking about himself. I'm tired of people. Tired of opening myself up only to be used and abused like a piece of raw meat. I am human with emotions and would like for once to be treated like one. I'm tired of being pushed aside and neglected when someone doesn't have the heart to tell me to go.
I want nothing more than honesty and respect, two things that I have noticed are hard to come by. What is this world coming to if you can't have just that?
My relationship with Gabe is over. While he carried on happily with his family I sat in the bedroom in tears and turned to a good online friend for comfort. The damn fool acted like I said nothing and proceeded with talking about himself. I'm tired of people. Tired of opening myself up only to be used and abused like a piece of raw meat. I am human with emotions and would like for once to be treated like one. I'm tired of being pushed aside and neglected when someone doesn't have the heart to tell me to go.
I want nothing more than honesty and respect, two things that I have noticed are hard to come by. What is this world coming to if you can't have just that?