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Oct 26, 2007 11:30

i wonder if anyone even checks this anymore.
checks to see what is happening in my life.
possibly not, because i have not written in so long. apparently, i have not written in here in 25 weeks. nearly half a year.

wow. a lot has happened in half a year.
just to bring you all up to date, i broke up with my fiance, have had two girlfriends, and am now living back in coffs harbour. started a tattoo apprenticeship. i got a chest peice.
rekindled my best friend-ness with morgan. got a gay boyfriend, who is also one of my best friends. nat tops them all though.

i have left a lot of people in wollongong, just as i was making good friends with them all, which slightly dissapoints me, but i guess myspace will prevail. lol.

theres a new girl that i like, and i know she likes me, but im not sure if her ex is going to get in the way of it. i certainly hope not. she said to me last night "i enjoy you" i told her that it was one of the strangest compliments i have ever recieved. which is true.
she doesnt need me, and most people that i have liked need me, and its scares me that i'm wanted, not needed. it is a varying form of attention, and im not particularly used to dealing with it...

i have to look for my own place to stay up here. it is driving me crazy living with my parents and my sisters. sure, the free wireless is great, and not having to pay rent, but just the feeling cramped thing is drving me insane. and josie hasnt stayed over since dad got home =[ i miss snuggling.
oh god. im going to leave it at that incase i get all sappy.

love
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