we're gonna get outta this place,if its the last thing we ever do
why is it that we hold one particular place, person, time or object dear? i constantly think of how much of how much better wollongong is than coffs, despite the awesome people here, but in reality, i think that its just anywhere is better than here.
lots of reasons really. one reason is i know i'm drifting from friends and moving away - although its cowardly - seems to allow one to do so with a lot less guilt.
another reason is ther new kids i have been hanging around are going down, and i don't want them to take me too, which they would probably end up doing.
as stupid as it sounds, moving away allows me to care and not do anything about it.
i also want to go because i want to do it by myself. or at leastjust not with my parents help. i want to grow up. i want to struggle. i want to live. i want to start fresh.
i don't want to be jealous. i dont want to wonder what he's thinking. i want to run away from a love i'm not sure will ever fully leave me.
i want to move to prove them wrong.
i want to move to prove to myself i can do it.
lots of reasons really. one reason is i know i'm drifting from friends and moving away - although its cowardly - seems to allow one to do so with a lot less guilt.
another reason is ther new kids i have been hanging around are going down, and i don't want them to take me too, which they would probably end up doing.
as stupid as it sounds, moving away allows me to care and not do anything about it.
i also want to go because i want to do it by myself. or at leastjust not with my parents help. i want to grow up. i want to struggle. i want to live. i want to start fresh.
i don't want to be jealous. i dont want to wonder what he's thinking. i want to run away from a love i'm not sure will ever fully leave me.
i want to move to prove them wrong.
i want to move to prove to myself i can do it.