english exam 2 - modules

[maralyn_munroe]

so i really hated todays exam... i did ok for the "in the wild" part... stoked actually, i wrote 9 pages... the telling the truth one wasnt that bad either... wrote 6 pages... not too bad for crapping on and making up lots of stuff... but then came to the king lear part. i crumbled... seriously... i looked at the question and i couldnt do it... so i went and did the other question, then i came back to it... and then it hit me. i seriously had a panic attack. everything left me. i started hyperventilating, and i was crying, and shaking sooooooo bad... like i just wrote down 4 or 5 quotes in point for, then asked to leave,, and the guy made me write something on the front of one of my booklets and i was shaking so bad that i could hardly write... i dont think it was legimate. if that booklet gets lost, i'm in the shit... and i was crying after i left... and shaking so bad... (thanks to dana and annika, they comforted me) :) but i seriously dont know what happened..i was just like i wanna go home, i wanna go home... and i panicked, and i dont like that feeling AT ALL!!!

and also last night, i had another wierd dream, i didnt like it very much, i got replaced, and i actually said in my dream "even in my dreams i'm not good enough" and stormed out of the room, then woke up... it was wierd... i am having really wierd dreams and i dont liek them cuz i dont know what they mean!!!

i also did some stream of consciousness... but in my head :S

luv jess