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[marae]

You wanted me but I pushed you away.
Said I was not ready
you were not my type
everynight I refused to hold you tight
would not even let you touch my arm
what was wrong with me
i just wanted a buddy
now you say you dont want to date
and i am ok
were you wanting me to beg?
did you think I would protest
I never wanted you anyway
yet i can't stop wishing
wont you still party with me?
that is all i wanted was a buddy
why cant anyone just be friends with me
it's all or nothing
and i am tired of being alone
but I dont want to date you
or even sleep with you
just lets dance the night away
you dont understand
you think I am crazy when i dance
looking for an audience
that isnt there
why could you just not be it?
just watch me, admire me
but no touch
is there anyone
who just wants that?
you call me crazy................