My mind is generating chaos
Maybe I can write a book, this kind of book that tells existential stories... I don't know... some stories like impossible love, dramatic life, long solitude... Like Banana Yoshimoto's or Haruki Murakami's novels... I think I can write good things but be careful, I don't think it's an easy thing to do or that I'm a "writer"... I can write good things as I wrote in the title of this post... And maybe I have already found an intro...
My mind is generating chaos. It's a state of mind that can destroy you or make you invincible. Maybe I can survive this but the risk is to high to find it out. That's why I need to end my life before it is too late... I'm not scared because the only way I would be allowed to be afraid is if I had people who loved me, but it's not my case.
This is a scary example of what can I write with my chaos mind... my words... my pen...
Perhaps I need to change my opinion and return to my classical hobbies. These words are too strong...
My mind is generating chaos. It's a state of mind that can destroy you or make you invincible. Maybe I can survive this but the risk is to high to find it out. That's why I need to end my life before it is too late... I'm not scared because the only way I would be allowed to be afraid is if I had people who loved me, but it's not my case.
This is a scary example of what can I write with my chaos mind... my words... my pen...
Perhaps I need to change my opinion and return to my classical hobbies. These words are too strong...