Well What Do You Know....

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It has been almost 3 years since I last posted here. There are not enough words to describe where my life has brought me since I last was here. These years of absence are arguably the most important years of my entire life. No, not arguably....they WERE. Anyways, I came here tonight to look back on my younger years (mainly just to laugh at my juvenile self) but I actually came across some important things. It's so awesome that this website was apart of my adolescent years and that for as long as I live (or as long as this website lives) I will always be able to go back and view these posts. It's like revisiting snippets from my life. Some pointless and some so powerful and filled with meaning. I also learned some things about myself. I have really really grown since I have started posting here, it's like I don't recognize the person that once used to type and fill her thoughts and happenings here. But at the same time I am still the same old me. I am still that awkward 15 year old who is obsessed with boys. It's crazy how much I have completely changed and also about how much I have still remained the same. It's so indescribable how one person can be both the same and totally different all at the same time.

We humans are such complicated beings.

Anywho, it has really been awesome reading and relfecting here tonight. Thank you LJ, it has truly been real!

See you in another 3 years? (Pending on the fact that we survive 2012 ;) )