Oct 11, 2008 23:18
my anxiety is ruining my relationship.
anxiety and depression have always affected my life,
but never to the point of ruining relationships.
something needs to change.
not the medication I take,
because it doesn't matter what drugs I take,
I will always suffer from anxiety.
I just need to learn to cope better.
I can't lose him because of this.
I love him,
he makes me feel invincible.
he makes me face my fears,
and take them head on.
and when I do that,
I conquer them.
I've started riding the horse I was terrified of again,
because of him.
and things are going great because of that.
whether things work out between us or not,
I'll have learned something from him.
he taught me to go after my dreams,
to not be afraid.
I'll always love him because of that.
I hope we have a future together.