Feb 23, 2004 15:10
Is it wrong to hope that he'll come back to me? I try to stop the thoughts before they come in, but there always seems to be this tiny part of my heart that doesn't want to listen. I do my best, tell myself it's over and to forget, but I can't completely. I have become a little numb to the pain. It doesn't make me cry anymore. I can deal with it; the emptiness, but what am I suppose to do? How does one realize when something is never going to be? At least not for a long, long time?