Feb 01, 2004 23:48
I am expected to forget, just get over it so easily. Well, I can't. My heart is set and knows what it wants. Have you ever felt that something was so right? Just knew it in your soul? Well I do, but I can't have it. I lost it. Probably forever too. I have this fear it is. I don't know what to do. At times I wish I wasn't so in love, but it's not a feeling I can supress. I try to forget, move on, but to what? I already found what I want, what I need. How are things better this way if I hurt so much inside? If only he needed the same...