Aug 29, 2005 03:21
Dear Amy, Marla (& family), and Dan,
You all made my faux last day before I leave for Rochester a great one. Really great. Really great as in I reached a certain mental state with myself this past week or so and all of you were able to help complete what I was feeling as well as mirror it back in the ways you all did.
Here's to the next year and the rest of my life... I opened a lot of doors this summer for myself and I hope not to start shutting any of them out of habit but instead take genuine time to feel them out and see where life might take me.
And it’s about 3:30am and I need to sleep so I can get all the crap done I need to get done on my real last day here in Minnesota-land.
Goodnight.
p.s. Dan - that feeling of loving that person out there (whom you might not be quite sure who it is, but you know they exist) and you sort of send them all those loving thoughts and feelings and totally love this anonymous person because you know they’re loving you be it by the same method or because that love exists in all of us… I used to spend a lot of time thinking about that in high school and it always made me feel less lonely and more connected to everything around me. It’s just that high school was the last time I really thought about it. So it was nice to find someone else come to the same sort of conclusion and remind me of those thoughts.