Aug 08, 2004 01:05
So, I'm going back to my silvermeg.net journal. FYI
here is what I said in it tonight though:
So... I'm back at RIT. I'm a different Meg from who I was in the spring. Things are different. I miss my Sweetie Baby, Dirty French, and Bad Ass Asian twin (wow good times at home)... but am happy I am back here in Rochester and started a new life in a new city two years ago... but I am sort of ready to leave here (RIT is okay, Rochester blows). It's so weird on this campus how you're either in a frat, a total nerd, or some art freak. I look like the art freaks but am more of a total nerd and feel like both work against me. But I know I am not alone.
Despite saying all of that, I am very much looking forward to the upcoming year and making it a lot of fun. I am also looking forward to applying to internships that take me away from RIT... I very much want a relationship but feel like my life here doesn't lend itself to that, but then I also like the idea of taking my time here in this microcosm to really develop who I am at this point in my life and know me when I am again in places that don't have any sort of big comfort level. If I don't know who I am, I wont know if I'm selling out.
Enough!! Enough because I have pink and blue in my hair and I enjoy it. FACE out.