Just SHOOT ME!!!!
I have been stuck in the same depressed mood for the past almost 2 months. I have no idea where it is coming from and I just wish it would go away because it is ruining my senior year. I hate being in such bad moods all the time. It's just, now, with the holidays coming up I feel as though I have no true friends execpt for 1. It seems that I regard people as my friend but, in all actuallity, they could care lass about me. That's a very SUCKY feeling. I feel that when I graduate, no one will remember me, let alone miss me. I need to stop throwing myself a pity party and suck it up. But it's easier said than done. But starting now, I will not let myself base my worth on other's whims. I am my own person, right? RIGHT? I am officially not going to write anymore about my sad state of being, because, let's face it: NOBODY CARES and wants to read about it. Now on to other, better news. Lem comes home in 2 weeks and I CANNOT wait to see him!!! It has been 7 months since I have last seen him and i just want to run up to him and embrace him!! My heart is fluttering just thinking about it. I cannot wait til we can be together agian!!
"You're beautiful. I cant be with you. I should stop thinking about it." Most beautiful song written in a very long time
"You're beautiful. I cant be with you. I should stop thinking about it." Most beautiful song written in a very long time