I hate Physics and I am TOTALLY confused about college

Sep 23, 2005 16:32

So, I has been awhile since I have last updated. This weekend is going to be a busy one because not only do I have a $hit load of homework, but I have to be all packed to move on Sunday. I am soooooooooo far from being all packed...whatever.

So I am debating whether or not to go to Homecoming- I know it's my last one but...no date so it wont be much fun. :( I am mad because the person i want to go with sooooo bad will be in the army by then and not here with me....so that sucks.

College has me freaked out and thats weird because I was that girl in 2nd grade who knew where she wanted to go and what she wanted to be. But as the reality of college is approaching- its different. I got my proofs back and they are soooooo cute. I love them!! It is going to be so hard to pick which poses I am going to get. Life for me is still theh same.. I feel like im the same person I was in 9 th grade that I am and that bothers me alot....it's like I have not grown up. I am very innocent compared to A LOT of the people I know and hang out with- its almost pathetic. But enough of my complaining!! I said I was going to have a rockin' year and goddamit I will!!!! Im not going to lat myself get me down and stressed out.

**ps**- Is it in the rule book that parents have to piss you off and think
they can make all of your decisions for you?!? My mom and I are
always fighting now that senior year is here- she thinks that my life
is hers when in all actaullity it is MINE and MINE ALONE.
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