there must be more
Apathy.
Just the sound of the word makes me cringe. Normally it's because millennials are apathetic about politics, human rights, &c, but when it's something I feel...
Apathy is more dangerous than depression. At least depression is an emotion. Right now I simply don't care. I have one day's worth of seizure meds left. Don't care. My aunt- Nope, stopping you right there because I don't care. I want to sleep, sleep, sleep, but little Nemo has other ideas.
Nemo and Skyrim are the only things keeping me sane right now. I lay here with my books and computer while my kitten attacks my feet and try to be mindful. All I can think of is the term "passively suicidal" and wonder if it's synonymous with apathetic. I'm not suicidal, I just give zero fucks about everything.
For some reason I'm remembering Americana and the day it flooded. I convinced some boy to play in the flood waters with me since all the rides were shut down. The roller coaster was intimidating. I wonder if it still would be.
Just the sound of the word makes me cringe. Normally it's because millennials are apathetic about politics, human rights, &c, but when it's something I feel...
Apathy is more dangerous than depression. At least depression is an emotion. Right now I simply don't care. I have one day's worth of seizure meds left. Don't care. My aunt- Nope, stopping you right there because I don't care. I want to sleep, sleep, sleep, but little Nemo has other ideas.
Nemo and Skyrim are the only things keeping me sane right now. I lay here with my books and computer while my kitten attacks my feet and try to be mindful. All I can think of is the term "passively suicidal" and wonder if it's synonymous with apathetic. I'm not suicidal, I just give zero fucks about everything.
For some reason I'm remembering Americana and the day it flooded. I convinced some boy to play in the flood waters with me since all the rides were shut down. The roller coaster was intimidating. I wonder if it still would be.