Mar 02, 2008 11:34
After the things went sour I started a Journey to find myself. Along the way I found a lot of faults that I have to take care of. I'm not where I want/need to be. I pissed away too many opportunities. So my goals are to focus on my mind body and soul. For my mind I have studying on side so that I will not only be ready for my class this fall but I will excel in them. For my body I have starting working out again but after a couple of work outs I knew I couldn't do it alone to get where I want so I picked up the phone and called a friend. With his help I will not only get into shape but I will reach the next level that I've put on hold so many years ago. For soul I was lucky that I was able to spend some time with my old friend the last couple of weeks doing childish things the snow helped too. Also, Ro thank you you have been helpful by having me work on video projects and just hanging out *hugs*
I going to become a "Show Stealer" An anti-hero. Now I just need a stable.
Right now my body is killing me but its stronger and my mind is focused. My soul is happy.
Theme: Summer Overture by Clint Mansell
Sweetness - Jimmy Eat World
I will never get over her.
When I was with her I wanted to be more than I was cause thats the kind of person she is. I'm not going to let go of that. I am meant for so much more. I'm not going to give up. I will find self-love and self-respect.