this is me speaking

[maptomysorrow]

okay - I wrote this along time ago.. I don't feel this way anymore about what I wrote.. but its about the poetry now... not the feelings attachted to it.. enjoy

waiting for time

I look at you and I'm floating
waiting from afar I realize I need you.
only wishful thinking lets me survive your love.
though I'm not worried; she turns you against me.
but how are friends supposed to act?

Is it an act?
I'm sure now she is floating.
I know that you love only me
I know that I love only you
she thinks she knows you, too.
but she has never known love.

I am not dependent on your love
only on this game and your talent to act.
I need your eyes, too.
one glance and I am automatically floating.
she never really sees you.
and you see only me.

Want me.
all I ask for is a strong love.
not by anyone, just by you.
I try to pretend I'm okay, but I never could act.
tears that stream down my face are floating
I think you need to cry, too.

I wish that I could hide,too.
Blame me.
nothing can stop me from floating
and you know nothing can stop your love.
you always could act.
its hard getting used to the new you.

sometimes I dream of you.
you say you dream of me, too.
hopefully its not an act.
dream of me.
feel my love.
soon you will be floating.

I am floating because of you.
you say you love me too.
and don't ever ask me to act.