Apr 28, 2005 03:33
Well lately everything had been smooth as silk, but friday i had a friend die. She was killed in a car accident. Everyone is really taking it hard but the suprising thing to me it is the guys who are taking it the hardest. I have been the go-to person for all this (like always), but i really don't mind it at all. I have already been there so i know what it is like for them now. other then this i have been doin ok. I am THRILLED about Logan and i am finally leaving my shity ass job. My famliy life is pretty good also, by that i mean my mom isn't bitching me out every five mins. she puts hours in b/w it now. Now that i have put in my two weeks for my job i am really worried about getting another job. i have to make my car payment cause i really need my car. i know i can get another on ebut the one i wanted was offered to someone else so i lost that opportunity. I just want to get a new one that i can be happy at for a while and then start skool again and apply myself enough so that i can get my damn degree. I am just ready to get the shit over with so i don't have to stress so much anymore. i guy the up side to this is that atleast i am not stressing over a guy or friendships.
***At this point i am really content with the majority of my life and i am truly happy for once.this minor job stress will go away before i know it.
I am just glad that i have finally found the stregth to move on form the disasterous things in my life
****OH i almost forgot!!! Amy finally told jakeb the truth about her cheating on him and now he knowsi that i am not a lier. me and her are still cool and she finally realize how selfish she was being by not telling him in the first place. i am so glad that this whole thing is squashed things can finally go back to normal......well like they used to be....I hope!!