I know it has been sometime since the last time i posted anything. Alot has been going on. Kat moved in things are good. I love what she does to our place. Allways so cheery
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Re: there is just so much to tell
anonymous
January 24 2006, 00:24:09 UTC
Dear Lonely PhotHEAD, That is how you spell it isn't it Brian? First let me say that I too am in schock about how you have addressed someone who has literally wept over you, time and time again and came to me on more than one occasion asking if I could help in anyway. How dare you call her any names. You speak about finally getting your life straight yet you still possess the mind of a child or you wouldn't resort to name calling. ( per scary bitch) Nice touch coming from an ambassador of Christ. Or have you given up the "God thing" since you can't have sex with the Pastor's daughter any longer? Oh you remember those times don't we Brian, you know, smoking dope, drinking til you passed out and all the while pretending you were in love with the Lord. I guess God will just wink His eye and you'll skate on by like always huh Brian? NOT! "Do not be deceived, God is not mocked, for whatever a man sows, that will he also reap" Gal 6:7 Brian how can you be critical of someone who shares with people she loves the things going on in her life, yet you put her dirty laundry in cyberspace. But she's the bad person right? You tell everyone here that she accused you of being a big snob for not spending the night on her couch. Tell the truth, she wanted to spend some time with you. It was the Holidays and thought it might be nice if you spent time with your father, brother and stepmom. But as always your nightdwelling friends came first. Didn't mention they drove 7 hours each way to come visit you in your new life did you. No, that might sound logical. You know Brian, by the way folks, I'm Brian's Uncle, who was once a horrible drug-addict who got my life straight and am now a Pastor. Thought I'd get that out of the way so Brian didn't find someway to use that against me. You know Brain, like you did when you said "you and dad took me in, how much help did I get from you. Gee Brain if you can't remember and since my sister is such a bitch for asking you about the food situation, let's freshen up your memory since you have a slightly clouded view of the situation at the time. "Books, class expenses" how about some rent and money for food? You know Brian the stuff you and the band helped yourselves to on a daily. You guys acted as if the refrigerator was for anyone who crossed Teri's threshold. You guys took much advantage of her. Not only food, how about rent, gas and electric, and water. You know all the other bills that she had to pay that you might have contributed to...what once, twice? Gee, I wish I could live somewhere rent free and eat all I want and give all the food away I pleased and not even appreciate it. Oh I forgot you appreciated it that's why you talked so bad about the woman who took you in and treated you like her own. How about that free room. Yea, I remember that and all Teri ask was that you keep it clean, but that was too too much wasn't it. I'll never forget the time I went down there and threw back the curtain to see beer cans piled 3 ft high, clothes everywhere and let's not forget those undies with all those brown stains you must have been so proud of, but that's all right, Aunt Teri will wash them. I'll just dump them in front of the washing machine then she'll have to deal with them! So you were forced to smile at Teri? Did you ever think maybe some of us had to force a smile to look at you. Yes Brian it goes both ways. Brain, there were times when I wanted to put you over my knee, or at least tell you to grow up." Do you plan on continueing to get dad's SS checks and not get a job?" Contrary to your belief system, your Aunt has the right to do whatever she pleases even though she has been looking for a job. She carried your brother for 9 mos. She took care of all of you, Big Brian included. She deserves anything she gets. They were together over 20 years. What, should she just be kicked to the curb now with nothing? You know young man, I thought you of all people would finally grow up and see the light, if just for a season, but I guess I'm wrong and for that I'm truly sorry. Brain, face it man, you are a user. You have always been that way. That's why your never faithful to any of your girlfriends because they can never do enough. No one can. love Uncle Tommy
Re: there is just so much to tell
anonymous
January 24 2006, 00:46:46 UTC
Had to continue here. Let's see if you can stomach some reality. Hey Brian, did you know ( yes you did) that I lost what was left of my relationship with my father because you couldn't take a tongue ring out for Thanksgiving dinner. To much to ask. No, instead I get into an argument with my father who was dying of Cancer at the time, lest beknownst to me, and didn't speak to him for eight months after that. Did you know that by the time I spoke to him again he only had 4 mos left to live and never forgave me for sticking up for you. Not really. Do you think you could have said "thanks Uncle Tommy for trying" or said anything, kiss my ass, anything? No, not you, I guess I owed you too? I didn't do it because I expected something from you, but at least an acknowledgement of the fact would have been in order. You know Brian, do me a favor...Before you post again, think real hard about what you say. I am so sorry we could never do enough for you. But relationships aren't just..take, take and take. You on occasion must invest something back. Not a phony smile, that many could see right through, but some sincerity. Giving without expecting double ot more in return. No one owes you anything Brian, especially not Teri. She loved you unconditionally and felt about you like her own flesh and blood. She went way out of her way on more than one occasion to make you comfortable, but again, it was never enough. Nothing ever is, is it? That you can never take away from her, because I seen it with my own eyes. You might get away with deceiving your little circle of friends and they might believe all this crap you pitched here, but I know different. Yes, my brother, or are you? Were you forcing that smile on the Lord too? He knows your heart, so I'd be real careful about messing around in that arena. Please Brain, take some time to really, really think before you post again. They way you burn bridges behind you...you'll never know when you might need some of us Balti...morons again. Gee Brian, I can really see where you have gotten your shit straight! NOT! Also your cousin Kayla, you remember her don't you? She can't believe what she has read. By the way, since this is your spot to vent, If I were you, I'd be doing some apologizing and repenting. If not Brain, you have already done enough in taking from me, so I guess we'll just wait until we meet face to face! Love Uncle Tommy
Re: there is just so much to tellmaplebudleafJanuary 24 2006, 04:00:21 UTC
First of all Uncle Tommy... You are very right in alot of what you say. I admit all of that and most of it was thru some of the roughest stages of my youth. You teri and everyone were always there for me. That is a very true statement. What is going on now tho is a diffrent stuggle all together. I am not choosing sides, nor adressing hatered. When i got frustrated before it was due to the fact that during my vacation i was frustrated and disapointed in how things went. And furthermore if i wana cuss you my parents or my friends or even myself. I reserve the right to do so on here. Notice how you teri and i are the only ones posting messages. Cause none of my friends read my journal. Nor family for this very same reason.
I am dissapointed in the situation we are in. But i express my apoligies that it hurt yours or teri feelings. But i will not say i am in the wrong cause i have the liberty to say what i wish. Especially in my own journal. Its like a diary!! Get it!
And lastly my relationship with god is my own. Thank you for your concern and i hold you in my prayers.
Re: there is just so much to tell
anonymous
January 24 2006, 18:01:36 UTC
Brian,
I* want to thank you for being a man and apologizing for your vicious attack of Teri. Yes Brian you can curse anyone out you want on your journal, but you act as though your writing all this down and putting it in a lock-box. This is the internet if you haven't noticed and anyone, and I mean anyone has access to this. That's why I said be careful about your placement of words. As far as taking sides, that's your purogative as to whether you want to or not, but please remember where you came from if you do. Teri, loved the band and she loved band practice and she bent over backwards for you guys and I always think to give credit where credit is due. It's my birthday today and I'm 51 yrs old. I too will hold you in my prayers and also not to get smart or anything but God is spelled with a capital "G" unless it's some other god, like the sun god, or the moon god. In His love your Uncle Tommy.
Be cool man! There's a whole lot more crap going to hit the fan before it's all said and done and one thing the both of us don't want to do is be in the middle of it. No one wins in the middle. Take that as word.
That is how you spell it isn't it Brian? First let me say that I too am in schock about how you have addressed someone who has literally wept over you, time and time again and came to me on more than one occasion asking if I could help in anyway. How dare you call her any names. You speak about finally getting your life straight yet you still possess the mind of a child or you wouldn't resort to name calling. ( per scary bitch) Nice touch coming from an ambassador of Christ. Or have you given up the "God thing" since you can't have sex with the Pastor's daughter any longer? Oh you remember those times don't we Brian, you know, smoking dope, drinking til you passed out and all the while pretending you were in love with the Lord. I guess God will just wink His eye and you'll skate on by like always huh Brian? NOT! "Do not be deceived, God is not mocked, for whatever a man sows, that will he also reap"
Gal 6:7 Brian how can you be critical of someone who shares with people she loves the things going on in her life, yet you put her dirty laundry in cyberspace. But she's the bad person right?
You tell everyone here that she accused you of being a big snob for not spending the night on her couch. Tell the truth, she wanted to spend some time with you. It was the Holidays and thought it might be nice if you spent time with your father, brother and stepmom. But as always your nightdwelling friends came first. Didn't mention they drove 7 hours each way to come visit you in your new life did you. No, that might sound logical. You know Brian, by the way folks, I'm Brian's Uncle, who was once a horrible drug-addict who got my life straight and am now a Pastor. Thought I'd get that out of the way so Brian didn't find someway to use that against me. You know Brain, like you did when you said "you and dad took me in, how much help did I get from you. Gee Brain if you can't remember and since my sister is such a bitch for asking you about the food situation, let's freshen up your memory since you have a slightly clouded view of the situation at the time. "Books, class expenses" how about some rent and money for food? You know Brian the stuff you and the band helped yourselves to on a daily. You guys acted as if the refrigerator was for anyone who crossed Teri's threshold. You guys took much advantage of her. Not only food, how about rent, gas and electric, and water. You know all the other bills that she had to pay that you might have contributed to...what once, twice? Gee, I wish I could live somewhere rent free and eat all I want and give all the food away I pleased and not even appreciate it. Oh I forgot you appreciated it that's why you talked so bad about the woman who took you in and treated you like her own. How about that free room. Yea, I remember that and all Teri ask was that you keep it clean, but that was too too much wasn't it. I'll never forget the time I went down there and threw back the curtain to see beer cans piled 3 ft high, clothes everywhere and let's not forget those undies with all those brown stains you must have been so proud of, but that's all right, Aunt Teri will wash them. I'll just dump them in front of the washing machine then she'll have to deal with them!
So you were forced to smile at Teri? Did you ever think maybe some of us had to force a smile to look at you. Yes Brian it goes both ways. Brain, there were times when I wanted to put you over my knee, or at least tell you to grow up." Do you plan on continueing to get dad's SS checks and not get a job?" Contrary to your belief system, your Aunt has the right to do whatever she pleases even though she has been looking for a job. She carried your brother for 9 mos. She took care of all of you, Big Brian included. She deserves anything she gets. They were together over 20 years. What, should she just be kicked to the curb now with nothing?
You know young man, I thought you of all people would finally grow up and see the light, if just for a season, but I guess I'm wrong and for that I'm truly sorry. Brain, face it man, you are a user. You have always been that way. That's why your never faithful to any of your girlfriends because they can never do enough. No one can. love Uncle Tommy
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I am dissapointed in the situation we are in. But i express my apoligies that it hurt yours or teri feelings. But i will not say i am in the wrong cause i have the liberty to say what i wish. Especially in my own journal. Its like a diary!! Get it!
And lastly my relationship with god is my own. Thank you for your concern and i hold you in my prayers.
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I* want to thank you for being a man and apologizing for your vicious attack of Teri. Yes Brian you can curse anyone out you want on your journal, but you act as though your writing all this down and putting it in a lock-box. This is the internet if you haven't noticed and anyone, and I mean anyone has access to this. That's why I said be careful about your placement of words. As far as taking sides, that's your purogative as to whether you want to or not, but please remember where you came from if you do. Teri, loved the band and she loved band practice and she bent over backwards for you guys and I always think to give credit where credit is due. It's my birthday today and I'm 51 yrs old. I too will hold you in my prayers and also not to get smart or anything but God is spelled with a capital "G" unless it's some other god, like the sun god, or the moon god. In His love your Uncle Tommy.
Be cool man! There's a whole lot more crap going to hit the fan before it's all said and done and one thing the both of us don't want to do is be in the middle of it. No one wins in the middle. Take that as word.
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