Aug 08, 2004 19:26
I'm pissed
by me
A sudden rush of anger has come over me like ghostly freezing chills. It runs through my veins and I have to resist with all my might not to lash out and throw every bottle at the wall. I want to watch the glass shatter as I watched my love for them shatter in a puddle of fizzing broken promizes. I'm posessed and want to make myself disappear cuz if I see their phony flamboyant smiles another minute I'll regurgitate words of hate and disgust, something that always is felt, but rarely threatens to happen. Finally the chill passes and my extremely deploring feelings leave the lump in my throat and settle back down in my heart. I came so close to letting go of my excruciating hate, but it will never leave me because I'll always hold what you did to me captive deep within my soul.