(fan fiction) Zonal Disturbance
Zonal Disturbance
HSJ & TT, NakajimaxTakaki TakizawaxImai
angst
pg 13
an: this is dedicated to my beloved beloved beloved
warui_otome :) i love this fic and now i'm now giving it to you, this is my promised fic to you, the one i showed you before. XD hehehe. :) i do so hope you like it. XD
i also post this in gratitude to
wooden_buttons and to kaouchan . XD
INSPIRED BY: Miley Cyrus. :) hahahaha if we were a movie... XD but... you know. i just used that. :)
***
Yuuto's lips quiver as Yuuya's draw closer to his.
He pushes him away with force and Yuuya staggers to the ground, "I'm not gay!" Yuuto yells at the fallen boy.
Yuuya's eyes fill with pain and Yuuto turns to run away.
"CUT!"
The director shouts and the lights brighten. He feels a pat on his shoulder and when he looks downward and sees Hideaki's smile. Yuuto beams as he receives the compliment.
Hideaki yells out to the crowd, "shooting will resume tomorrow!" He takes his hand from Yuuto's shoulder and picks up his shooting schedule. Hideaki waves at Yuuto and Yuuya and leaves.
"He just wants to get back home to Tsubasa-senpai."
Yuuto jumps and sees Yuuya's face near his. There is a silly smile on his face which makes Yuuto blush, "hey! Do you want to go out and have dinner before going back to the hotel?" Yuuya asks Yuuto who nods immediately.
Yuuto packs his things as quickly as he can and stands outside Yuuya's dressing room. Yuuya steps out smelling of cigarette smoke and perfume and Yuuto inhales it inconspicuously.
During dinner, they laugh and talk and reminisce. It has been years since they have first met, years since they have been forced into a group, years since he's been drawn in like the proverbial moth to the flame.
They drink in belated celebration of Yuuto's twentieth birthday.
It is Tsubasa's worried call that brings them back to the real world and they head to the hotel.
Yuuto brings Yuuya to his door and half wishes that the movie were real; that Yuuya would ask him in and force him into a corner, promising the world; or that he himself could gather enough courage to kiss Yuuya goodbye.
Yuuya tears him away from his imagination when he laughs and ruffles Yuuto's hair and tells him that he is a good boy. Yuuya closes the door behind him, wishing the younger boy a good night's rest. Yuuto smiles ruefully and goes over a few doors down.
When he is in the comfort of his own room, he closes the door and slumps down with the door behind him. He covers his head with his arms. He wants to yell but he knows that he can't. The walls are paper thin and any noise would wake the entire building up.
Yuuto meditates, trying to calm down.
He breathes deeply and shakes his shoulders a bit.
He cannot stand up from his position. The memories of what happened earlier invade his mind and he chuckles bitterly at the irony. In the movie, Yuuya chases him to the ends of the world and he runs away. In real life, Yuuto cannot even gather the courage to begin chasing Yuuya.
He sighs and finds life unfair.
Yuuya does not even recognize him, does not see him as a man, will never see him as a man. Yuuto knows this.
He crawls towards his bed but he cannot get in, he does not have enough strength in his body. He sleeps beside his bed, head resting on the mattress.
He loses himself in his dreams. Dreams where he's not too young and where he finds the love he's been desperately craving. In the back of his mind, he knows that his dreams are just that and he will wake up in sweat, hoping for things he cannot have.
this drabble is part of my 100 hsj drabbles challenge.
HSJ & TT, NakajimaxTakaki TakizawaxImai
angst
pg 13
an: this is dedicated to my beloved beloved beloved
warui_otome :) i love this fic and now i'm now giving it to you, this is my promised fic to you, the one i showed you before. XD hehehe. :) i do so hope you like it. XD
i also post this in gratitude to
wooden_buttons and to kaouchan . XD
INSPIRED BY: Miley Cyrus. :) hahahaha if we were a movie... XD but... you know. i just used that. :)
***
Yuuto's lips quiver as Yuuya's draw closer to his.
He pushes him away with force and Yuuya staggers to the ground, "I'm not gay!" Yuuto yells at the fallen boy.
Yuuya's eyes fill with pain and Yuuto turns to run away.
"CUT!"
The director shouts and the lights brighten. He feels a pat on his shoulder and when he looks downward and sees Hideaki's smile. Yuuto beams as he receives the compliment.
Hideaki yells out to the crowd, "shooting will resume tomorrow!" He takes his hand from Yuuto's shoulder and picks up his shooting schedule. Hideaki waves at Yuuto and Yuuya and leaves.
"He just wants to get back home to Tsubasa-senpai."
Yuuto jumps and sees Yuuya's face near his. There is a silly smile on his face which makes Yuuto blush, "hey! Do you want to go out and have dinner before going back to the hotel?" Yuuya asks Yuuto who nods immediately.
Yuuto packs his things as quickly as he can and stands outside Yuuya's dressing room. Yuuya steps out smelling of cigarette smoke and perfume and Yuuto inhales it inconspicuously.
During dinner, they laugh and talk and reminisce. It has been years since they have first met, years since they have been forced into a group, years since he's been drawn in like the proverbial moth to the flame.
They drink in belated celebration of Yuuto's twentieth birthday.
It is Tsubasa's worried call that brings them back to the real world and they head to the hotel.
Yuuto brings Yuuya to his door and half wishes that the movie were real; that Yuuya would ask him in and force him into a corner, promising the world; or that he himself could gather enough courage to kiss Yuuya goodbye.
Yuuya tears him away from his imagination when he laughs and ruffles Yuuto's hair and tells him that he is a good boy. Yuuya closes the door behind him, wishing the younger boy a good night's rest. Yuuto smiles ruefully and goes over a few doors down.
When he is in the comfort of his own room, he closes the door and slumps down with the door behind him. He covers his head with his arms. He wants to yell but he knows that he can't. The walls are paper thin and any noise would wake the entire building up.
Yuuto meditates, trying to calm down.
He breathes deeply and shakes his shoulders a bit.
He cannot stand up from his position. The memories of what happened earlier invade his mind and he chuckles bitterly at the irony. In the movie, Yuuya chases him to the ends of the world and he runs away. In real life, Yuuto cannot even gather the courage to begin chasing Yuuya.
He sighs and finds life unfair.
Yuuya does not even recognize him, does not see him as a man, will never see him as a man. Yuuto knows this.
He crawls towards his bed but he cannot get in, he does not have enough strength in his body. He sleeps beside his bed, head resting on the mattress.
He loses himself in his dreams. Dreams where he's not too young and where he finds the love he's been desperately craving. In the back of his mind, he knows that his dreams are just that and he will wake up in sweat, hoping for things he cannot have.
this drabble is part of my 100 hsj drabbles challenge.