almost vday

[mapboy43]

well it's about 3 minutes til black tuesday begins
eh it's another day
just one more to remind all the single ppl out there
that we still dont have that special person in our lives
eh
what's so different, most ppl realize that every other day of the year
eh but i dont mind the holiday
after all, there's chocolate
and how can anyone be mad or upset when chocolate is involved

i'm going home this weekend and i'm so excited for it
except that i'll hafta write a 7-10 page paper before/while i'm there
for organizational communication
that i have done absolutely no research on
or barely have my topic
but eh
i'll make it through
hopefully

anywho i have an orthodontist appointment
hence the homeward bound trip
i'm halfway done with my bottom braces!
huzzah!
only about 6 more months for the bottom
and another year and a half for the top
but hey!
thats ok b/c things get better

i'm also probably gonna stop at the eye docs to see about ordering new contacts

and i'm hoping to get to go to the normal doctor's
my family doc
yea
i've been feeling a rather weird tingly pain type sensation in my right chest
i dunno what it is
i'm hoping my spleen isn't careening toward my heart
or anything like that
and i dont think its a murmur b/c i can't feel a difference in my heart beat
so i dunno
if mom can get me an appointment/dad can come and get me in time
then i'll go and see about it at home
if not
i'm callin student health tomorrow and getting an appointment

i won't pretend that i'm not worried or scared
b/c part of me is
a good part of me
i don't exactly know what to think it could be
urgh i always fear the worst
who knows
maybe its just like acid reflux disease
or something fixable like that
but either way
i wanna know
so i can deal
oy
gimme a little prayer

well that was a downer
and enough of a post for now
i'm sleepy and i'm gonna go to bed early
so i'll eb well rested for class tomorrow
yup
night all

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