Insanity
I'm losing it.
Everyday I feel myself slipping further. Today, I'm a little better it seems. Yesterday was the worst I've ever been. I felt myself about to break at least twice, but was able to hold my emotions at bay. At teleperformance HR I wanted to rage, just pick up chairs and throw them. Later on in the evening, after a phone call, I curled up and shook. Eventually I pulled myself together. I fought off waves of different emotions during this time of trying to steady myself; a sharp stab of anger, a sudden surge of euphoria.
What should I do?
What CAN I do?
Heh, looks like my LJ posts have finally begun to sound like what everyone says LJ is.
*shrugs*
Everyday I feel myself slipping further. Today, I'm a little better it seems. Yesterday was the worst I've ever been. I felt myself about to break at least twice, but was able to hold my emotions at bay. At teleperformance HR I wanted to rage, just pick up chairs and throw them. Later on in the evening, after a phone call, I curled up and shook. Eventually I pulled myself together. I fought off waves of different emotions during this time of trying to steady myself; a sharp stab of anger, a sudden surge of euphoria.
What should I do?
What CAN I do?
Heh, looks like my LJ posts have finally begun to sound like what everyone says LJ is.
*shrugs*