numb (every one befor yourself)
ok.. people today is like any normal day iam borad, skiped work and cant stop thinking about him.. not the band but this one guy i met a while back, its stupid realy hes like way older.. but he so .. i dont no.. i just cant stop thinking a bout him.. its like.. i dont ..no.. but the bad thing is i am not saposed to like or have any attraction for him what so ever.. i mean its my friends guy.. well not realy, but she got clam to him be for i even knew he existed at all ya no what i mean so when he calls me iam like , i cant hang or i got work or some other reason.. so.. its.. so hard cause being around him makes me happy.. and iam not happy alot
.. but on the other hand my friend pointed out somthing realy true,why in the hell would this older guy be intrested in somr one like me, iam only 16.. so.. thats there and maybe hes rite maybe this guy is'nt all he craks up to be..and all he wants is ya no...so.. i should get ova it all.. and be numb to emotion .. its been working good so far so why rock tha boat... an also put ur friends befor ur self.. she wants him she gets him simple as that
.. but on the other hand my friend pointed out somthing realy true,why in the hell would this older guy be intrested in somr one like me, iam only 16.. so.. thats there and maybe hes rite maybe this guy is'nt all he craks up to be..and all he wants is ya no...so.. i should get ova it all.. and be numb to emotion .. its been working good so far so why rock tha boat... an also put ur friends befor ur self.. she wants him she gets him simple as that