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[manyunseentears]

Its been awhile maybe its because i've been busy, or i just don't want to write in this shit so everyone can see..Hmm Who knows. So anyways School it sucks, I hate it, i have met some really attractive people.. Andrew is one of them, He is really hot, and we may end up together sometime, I don't know though it just depends. For anyone of my friends, I'm not obsessed with someone anymore, I really don't give a shit what anyone else thinks..Birmingham, Is getting really boring we do the same shit all the time, i need some new people some new hangouts and then i maybe happy..On labor Day I'm going to my dads, And someone from there is coming here to Birmingham, I don't know if i'm suppose to care, But i guess i do sorta, Considering they lie to me alot..anyways, Im not looking for a relationship right now, i want all my feelings for people to go away and never come back..Have fun with people all the time, Ha to bad that will never fucking happen, but it would be a good idea. Then i would'nt care about the stupid shit.. I really feel like hurting someone, Like whoever tells someone I'm in love with them when i don't even know them , but maybe i have a feeling for them..oh well.. So i get online one day and some girl who IS 15 YEARS OLD ims me and says to back off Aarica, and she is goin out with her, Like i give a shit, then Aarica tells me they are goin out, and she LIED..Oh well I must say her lies and they way she acts amuses me like nothing else.She most defiantly is the most amusing person, I could probably sit and listen to her ramble on about a million things and not get bored, and knowing right now i say that when i really havent been face to face with her as she rambles..I don't think i will be seeing Aarica while im at my dads,I hope to and not knowing for sure kinda gets to me but oh well..She called me 1 time this weekend i think i dont really remember.Oh well..Anyways I think im seeing lexi tomorrow, Haha, That will be diffrent, and a change. I'm really loosing intrest in somethings that i should really care about. I love goin to the mall and holding hands with the same sex just so people will stare at us, because frankly i dont give a fuck what anyone thinks or say, My mom seems to have a problem with that, and only thing i have to say to her is fuck everyone, Fuck everything, and back off.I think im gonna go now, I'm not having the best day nor week..so im done complaining to All of you.. So bYe
--Haley--