Mildly Alarmed
I don't like this. I hate being so damned isolated. The sad thing is that it is mostly my fault. While I have the desire to go places and socialize with friends, I at the same time lack the will to do anything about it. Well... No more. I'm getting my fuckin' licence. My mom's going to get her car insured. Then I can do something...
Hm... Well, I'm in an odd mood. I'm excited because I may be going on a shopping spree (no, I didn't win a contest like I know you're thinking... duh) in san fransisco with my mom and, hopefully, a friend. It would make my world a better place. I love the city and I love my friends so the combination of the two is always a good thing.
I've been making a strong effort to drop a few pounds and its working. I've been eating much healthier and have been excersizing for the past... two weeks? roughly... something like that. Anyways, I feel better about myself being more active and more productive... Its nice and I'm already seeing results. Not amazing results, but progress which is good. It will take some time. I hope I have the will to keep it up.
I've also been putting a lot more effort into my guitar, but... sadly, I can't seem to do anything with it... I can't write anything new. Its always the same chores, the same damned plucking of the strings...
Gah... Fuck it. I'm in a partial good mood so it doesn't matter.
Hm. Its 2:24 am and I'm ready to crash. Goodnight.
Hm... Well, I'm in an odd mood. I'm excited because I may be going on a shopping spree (no, I didn't win a contest like I know you're thinking... duh) in san fransisco with my mom and, hopefully, a friend. It would make my world a better place. I love the city and I love my friends so the combination of the two is always a good thing.
I've been making a strong effort to drop a few pounds and its working. I've been eating much healthier and have been excersizing for the past... two weeks? roughly... something like that. Anyways, I feel better about myself being more active and more productive... Its nice and I'm already seeing results. Not amazing results, but progress which is good. It will take some time. I hope I have the will to keep it up.
I've also been putting a lot more effort into my guitar, but... sadly, I can't seem to do anything with it... I can't write anything new. Its always the same chores, the same damned plucking of the strings...
Gah... Fuck it. I'm in a partial good mood so it doesn't matter.
Hm. Its 2:24 am and I'm ready to crash. Goodnight.