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so much confusion right now. savannah state has been closed all week... registration is on monday and i still dont know if i have been successfully admitted. therefore, i cant move this sunday as planned. i gotta wait till monday and figure out whats going on. if i'm in then i need to register via telefon. if i'm not in for some fucked up reason, then it looks like i will be staying in ATL and getting one of those things... what you call them... oh yes, a job.
oy!
i dont really care at this point, i'm over all of it. whatever happens happens.
in other news, last night i told my sister i was gay. it was really only for my closure. honestly, how could someone live with me the past 5 years and not figure it out? sheesh... and she claims she had no idea. bah! well it was an interesting conversation to say the least. i wouldnt go so far as to say she "accepts" it, but it's out in the open at least... plus, she is "praying" for me... hahahaha, that made me laugh.
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
- dropped out of school
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
- i dont recall making any resolutions, but i'm sure the ever-constant goal of improved body image had something to do with it. if so, then i did not keep my resolution. right now i am thinking about completing an olympic length triathlon by mid-year... we'll see
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
- no but i recently found out Tita Jean is pregnant... Uncle Sean becoming a father at age 50? i thought it would never happen... god help that child
4. Did anyone close to you die?
- nie
5. What countries did you visit?
- nada
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
- positive self-image ... hahaha
- sense of direction and purpose
- perhaps 'true love' ... perhaps not
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- november 15th, my birthday, for several reasons, but mainly cuz thats the only date that comes to mind
8. What were your biggest achievements of the year?
- staying alive
9. What was your biggest failure?
- quitting literally every venture i started
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
- thanks to kirby, yes... hopefully this isn't going to be permanent
11. What was the best thing you bought?
- probably my laptop, although i regret it when i am worrying about money
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- nobody's... everyone basically sucked this year
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
- my own
14. Where did most of your money go?
- computer, wasted plane tickets
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
-drum corps
-winterguard
-college
*sidenote: all things that i ended up quitting :(
16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2004?
-Ross's Performance
-Over and Over Again
-Fields of Gold
-A Case of You
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
- definitely much sadder
thinner or fatter?
- surprisingly about the same, as my weight seems to follow an annual cycle similar to that of the seasons
richer or poorer?
- the same... no money then, no money now
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
- reading, going outside, exercising
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
- eating, using this goddamn computer
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
- uncle sean's in michigan
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
- i dont know... not too sure about love right now
23. How many one-night stands?
- zero
24. What was your favorite TV program?
- ER
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
- not that i can think of. i hate the same people but now with more passion
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
- Eva Cassidy
28. What did you want and get?
- nothing worked out the way i planned this year... NOTHING
- i did get the "uncorked" soundtrack for x-mas but i wanted that for my birthday so it doesnt count
29. What did you want and not get?
- i dont even want to think about it
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
- Uncorked
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
- I turned 19
- i went to olive garden with family and friends as usual
- i said 'yes' to a guy when he asked me out
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
- probably not quitting drum corps, in turn giving me a better work ethic that might have kept me in school this semester. also, my ankle would never have been injured playing tennis during the summer and i'd be doing winterguard right now. i might even have a job *gasp!*
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
- ungroomed, bummish, laissez faire
34. What kept you sane?
- nothing... in fact i think i may have been clinically insane for a majority of this year
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
- Janet Reno, who else? prolly throw in Maddy Albright and i couldnt be happier... thats one exciting ménage à trois
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
- gay marriage
37. Who did you miss?
- premo, mae, and the old me
38. Who was the best new person you met?
- Starlz
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
- the hard choice and the right choice are usually the same thing... unfortunately i chose neither
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
- we dont give a fuck
oy!
i dont really care at this point, i'm over all of it. whatever happens happens.
in other news, last night i told my sister i was gay. it was really only for my closure. honestly, how could someone live with me the past 5 years and not figure it out? sheesh... and she claims she had no idea. bah! well it was an interesting conversation to say the least. i wouldnt go so far as to say she "accepts" it, but it's out in the open at least... plus, she is "praying" for me... hahahaha, that made me laugh.
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
- dropped out of school
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
- i dont recall making any resolutions, but i'm sure the ever-constant goal of improved body image had something to do with it. if so, then i did not keep my resolution. right now i am thinking about completing an olympic length triathlon by mid-year... we'll see
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
- no but i recently found out Tita Jean is pregnant... Uncle Sean becoming a father at age 50? i thought it would never happen... god help that child
4. Did anyone close to you die?
- nie
5. What countries did you visit?
- nada
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
- positive self-image ... hahaha
- sense of direction and purpose
- perhaps 'true love' ... perhaps not
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
- november 15th, my birthday, for several reasons, but mainly cuz thats the only date that comes to mind
8. What were your biggest achievements of the year?
- staying alive
9. What was your biggest failure?
- quitting literally every venture i started
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
- thanks to kirby, yes... hopefully this isn't going to be permanent
11. What was the best thing you bought?
- probably my laptop, although i regret it when i am worrying about money
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
- nobody's... everyone basically sucked this year
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
- my own
14. Where did most of your money go?
- computer, wasted plane tickets
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
-drum corps
-winterguard
-college
*sidenote: all things that i ended up quitting :(
16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2004?
-Ross's Performance
-Over and Over Again
-Fields of Gold
-A Case of You
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
- definitely much sadder
thinner or fatter?
- surprisingly about the same, as my weight seems to follow an annual cycle similar to that of the seasons
richer or poorer?
- the same... no money then, no money now
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
- reading, going outside, exercising
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
- eating, using this goddamn computer
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
- uncle sean's in michigan
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
- i dont know... not too sure about love right now
23. How many one-night stands?
- zero
24. What was your favorite TV program?
- ER
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
- not that i can think of. i hate the same people but now with more passion
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
- Eva Cassidy
28. What did you want and get?
- nothing worked out the way i planned this year... NOTHING
- i did get the "uncorked" soundtrack for x-mas but i wanted that for my birthday so it doesnt count
29. What did you want and not get?
- i dont even want to think about it
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
- Uncorked
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
- I turned 19
- i went to olive garden with family and friends as usual
- i said 'yes' to a guy when he asked me out
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
- probably not quitting drum corps, in turn giving me a better work ethic that might have kept me in school this semester. also, my ankle would never have been injured playing tennis during the summer and i'd be doing winterguard right now. i might even have a job *gasp!*
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
- ungroomed, bummish, laissez faire
34. What kept you sane?
- nothing... in fact i think i may have been clinically insane for a majority of this year
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
- Janet Reno, who else? prolly throw in Maddy Albright and i couldnt be happier... thats one exciting ménage à trois
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
- gay marriage
37. Who did you miss?
- premo, mae, and the old me
38. Who was the best new person you met?
- Starlz
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
- the hard choice and the right choice are usually the same thing... unfortunately i chose neither
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
- we dont give a fuck