I really should post more often......
I have been doing a lot of reading recently ever since I decided to focus on narrowing down my path based on what I am not drawn to. This method has been easier since there is a fair amount that can be quickly eliminated. I had a dream, or series of dreams in which I saw myslef, vaguely, as a young child. In them I saw my interest and likely path has been with me for a long time, much longer than previously realized. Ever since I was youg, maybe 8 or so I have been fascinated with egypt, I remember when I was about 10 my school took us to COSI in Columbus and in the store they had an ink set and a book of Hieroglyph's. When I saw them I pestered my mother until she bought it for me. I used it so much the ink pad dried out and was never replaced, it probably lasted me about 5 years and then for years( about a decade) I totally forgot about that interest until about 2 months ago. Ever since I have become refascinated about ancient egypt, are, culture, religion and politics in some sense as it makes everything else make more sense. What better way to decide on a path than to know all about the everyday custom's of the people whose god's you are( I am) being led to follow. So, the short version is that the Pantheon of Egypt is gradually becoming mine as well. This in spite of not having enough work to prevent my checking from overdrafting, 2 times, while my bank literally screwed me out of 34$ by 11 minutes!!! Maybe Sekhemt will unleash her destruction on them if I ask, politely!