The light that has lighted the world
I have a made a grave error, instead of praying to the creator i became distracted by the majestic splendour of creation and offered the art, not the artist my obeisance. Forgiveness from the guilt that drowns me is all that i seek from the almight creator of this brilliant universe. I cannot bear to recall that i have caused such dissent in my own soul and in the minds and hearts of others under my influence, it hurts me to realize the arrogance in my heart in my treatment of the divine. The only divine spark that lies within myself is my soul. My soul is the breath of God, the breath of divinity that came upon me in infinite mercy and love and without which i would not even be a beast or a blade of grass. Sorrow overwhelming is still upon me and in humility i seek to know the divine will and purpose of my life and allow my life to be taken over fully by jehovah that i may once more know peace and forever more know the prince of peace. Peace that passes all understanding, may you once again and forevermore wash over my soul, cleanse me of the haughty pride that has torn me to shreds over these last several years and purify me to the innocent child that i once was and desperately long to be again. Jesus, i love you, become the lover of my soul yet again, i cannot defy you your rightful position as the saviour of man anymore, there may be men with similar gifts and paths as you but only you are the sinless lamb that was raised up to die for our sins and only you can give the peace that all men seek. Make yourself known to be in such a huge way that i can see your power, not for a sign but for love to be strengthened within me for you. I love you. Holy spirit may you come upon me once more and, as you have done in the past several years remind me of what is right and wrong and provide me the strength of conviction to stand for what i believe in and to cast aside all that is wrong. In the almighty and blemishless name of Jesus Christ i ask all this, SO MOTE IT BE! So may it be done!