My words run like the breeze down the river of time
Why must my mind shuffle its thought like a poker dealer in vegas, so quick nearly impossible to follow with any success. Slow down i shriek yet it never slows, only the wind outruns my mind. This month i am not drinking any alcohol and working out to see how much better i feel. Apathy kills people. Its only 5 days in and already i feel a lot better, drink a lot of water and pullups, pushups like mad. As soon as i move into my old apt again i will be getting a pass to the city gym. It is an incredible facility and although i have not been inside some of my friends use it and its rumoured to be very nice. I had a shot of tequila, maybe just a half shot and poured the rest down the sink, god damn i thought i remembered liking it but ever since that shot of petron(sp?) in NYC even Jose Cuervo tastes like some form of alien urine. Oh well, im abstaining for one month and my self inflicted penalty for drinking is 30 pushups so tomorrow when i wake up there will be extra pushups as punishment. I love Jeff Buckley and am so sad that he died long before i knew of him. That of course was 1997 but my path did not cross his until about 2003-04 and it was a terrible experience asking my soon to be wife and then ex wife 2 years later when he was coming around and she informed me of his very untimely death at 30. Speaking of the worshipful Buckley i have his entire discography, including his live shows on random play in my itunes and his song Dream Brother keeps playing different versions. It is the most amazing song he wrote in my opinion. He is my musical and poetic idol. LOVE JEFF BUCKLEY!! Ok good night everyone.