And magickally I find the strength...
To get get over my vidictive feelings for Roseanne aka the whore of babylon. There are good reasons for this. I never saw Roseanne when she wasn't around my husband. She just really doesn't bother me anymore. I think part of that is also is that now her and Baxter are officially going out. I think part of it was also the honeymoon phase of my marriage seemed to be over after about oh, two weeks. And at the time, his attention WAS more focused on this strange new woman who did seem to make him happier than his wife that he just married. All this leads up to something else. My husband told me the other night he thought about killing himself. So as a result, I am willing to put all of that shit behind us just to make him get out of this funk. I wrote Roseanne. I told her what was going on and then I propsed that we try to start fresh and see eachother without Kyle there so I can try to connect with her without him there. She has read it according to myspace but has given no response. Baxter texted Kyle the other yesterday asking if he wanted to come see his new place sometime. So I have fucking clue what is going on right now. *sighs* I can't lose my husband.