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I can't believe this is happening again. I don't remember if I wrote on here or not but I had switched maid of honor's a few weeks ago. Amy and I are no longer friends because I'm sick and tired of watching her destroy herself and neglect her girls. It's too painful. I had replaced my maid of honor of Amy with Hilary and now just about a half hour ago Hilary flakes on me. This is the third maid of honor I've gone through. I'm balling my fucking eyes out. I can't believe Hilary is doing this to me. She said that she couldn't get the night off and that if she called in sick she would be risking the only job she has. I don't know what to do. I'm pissed off at Hilary. I asked her over a year ago in general to be a bridesmaid of mine. She should have already scheduled the damn night off. I figured Hilary does tend to be a bit flakey but damnit she's responsible. I guess not this time. I'm trying to get a hold of Mo. I know she took Friday off. I left her a voicemail and a text message but it was like 11:30 at night when I called her. I don't know what to do. I hate this. I feel like my wedding is ruined and it's two days away. Perhaps she could stand up for me. But then I'm concerned Bert or my sister will be pissed off. Bert doesn't really hold grudges. My sister doesn't either but she's my sister. I can't imagine having my niece Ashley as a bridesmaid. She's a freshman in high school and besides I'd never hear the end of that from my niece cloe who's a flower girl with Michelle. *sighs* Fuck. Everything was going somewhat smoothly and this shit happens.