May 24, 2005 20:51
So saturday was
graduation. i woke up at 1140 got ready ate and went with my brother to
Omrish's house then went with Renzo to the church. i waited outside for
an hour for my parents who came at 315. we sat really far away and i
couldnt see anything it was all a blurr but i saw my brother and that
was exciting. then we took pictures adn i went with sonia to steph's
church for awakening. it was cool until the end, where i felt
kind of awkward adn didnt belong but sonia adn liz were next to
me. we listened to the bands and talked about cute seniors adn
had pizza. then we heard this horrible metal band. it still frightens
me how lound he screamed, i hope his throat is better. then we
saw Steph in the play, which was really great. the song choices were
perfect with the scenes. im really proud of her. now comes the
iffy part. the youth pastor (i believe thats what he is called)
asks everyone to come to the front who want god to give them
life. it just wasnt for me. i really couldnt relate to what he
was saying and the stories he was telling. it was just to overwhelming
and i stood their adn watched the others in the front. i believe
it is up to us to make changes in our lives and we cant depend on God..
idk im not a religious person. im glad i didnt stand by myself.
after that we said good bye to jenn, kat, adn steph. liz drove me home
adn we laughed about my brothers car. lets just say i will never
forget that night.
sunday i went to a grad. party adn it was really borign but the food was good
monday i went to the indian mall but all the stores were closed. then i went to my aunts house adn had dinner
tuesday i
argued with my brother for a very long time adn im still angry. i went
to michaels adn staples but didnt find a good sketch book so i m going
to pearls on thrusday
wed; free,
everyone is going to white waters but i have no money adn i dont really
feel comfortable walking around in a bathing suit for a few
hours. i feel guilty i like spent 25$ on books today but i know
we arent gona do anything with it in school. i have never done school
assignments with my summer readign.