Jumping like rainbows, with the same fall.

[manticore_11]

It would be so easy
I'm not so far away
If only my fears were gone
I could do it all today

I know it should be pleasing
There must be something to say
I don't have to wait
Just have to find the way

I want to make a happy post.
Just tried, had to delete a few sentences 'cause it sounded awful and wasn't going anywhere. Sorry.

I want to write again. I've felt uninspired recently. I've felt dead recently. I've made the first step in what I want for a small recovery. Hopefully it gets me somewhere.

I'm a senior in high school. I live 4.5 miles from a tiny town on the border of the reservation and Missoula County. No one remembers any of this. My friends can make me smile because they know me as a friend with my personality traits and quirks. The see me as who I am, not anything else. I'm seventeen. Age is a number with no meaning. I have a house in Arlee, I live with my friends. I'm in high school, I'm a larper. I have no job, I am dedicated to my friends. These are things that I can smile about...
There, I did it.

Let's all get some rest all right?

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Thinking about it doesn't get us far enough.