Sipping cold chamomile.

Oct 06, 2004 21:05

So what if I believe in it... let's find out. I'm more than willing to take a chance on this.

I did my speech today, it went off better than I thoughtit would, and two people asked me many questions afterward. I impressed people. Yay. Go Charles Lutwidge Dodgson.

I convinced my art teacher to let us make our own tombstones out of clay, then bake and paint them to look like stone. All in the spirit of Halloween. Mine will read:

"My body is gone,
but life goes on."
Rest in Peace
Martin King Philips
1998-2004

The first date is just something my better friends would get, It is mostly to humor me though.

I'm so ready to get out of here. As soon as I graduate, I'm begining my apartment search and getting out of Arlee. Once I find something I can deal with... Who wants to come to Oregan with me? I want to take a trip out to the coast with some friends and camp on the beach in a non-public area. We'll hope the cops don't bust us. Minor risk I'm more than willing to take. If I can get the right bunch together, it'll be the best time of my life, I'm sure.

I'm having trouble finding a job right now, but still working at it. Tomorrow I'll simply be calling everything I see in the paper and doing whatever I can. I need to start saving up money.

There was a time, believe it or not, when we were all pure and innocent. A whie aura would shine off everyone you saw. This decile we've all led into our sinful lives really makes little sense. There's never been a reason why. We simply have forgotten ourselves I think. Everyone says they are happy with themselves, they are who they want to be. Most of these people lie. I know how few people are truely happy with what they've become. What thy've turned themselves into. They say that only children are innocent. That kind f innocence isn't tre, it's a fassad, it falls apart as they grow and see what we all are. It's as if it never was there, nor deserved to be. How to recover is a painful path. Few who find it even care to take it. Seek your way to redemption, you'll know when you're on it.

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"Woke up yesterday with you on my mind. So afraid of running out of time."
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