About last night.

[manthravix]

Fuel for the fire.  I feel like somedays I can use all this negativity around Colleen to drive me to be better. Like I have something the prove I guess, but I don't have to prove anything to anyone.  I know that I will be everything I want to be and will have everything I want and deserve.  I'm still sad that this chapter is over, she was the best i've ever had, she was beautiful, smart, strong and funny as hell.  There's not muich more you can ask for in a woman right?  Anyway, I guess here's to an open world of possibilities.

I love you, koala, if we ever meet again, maybe things will be different.  I deserve more, I deserve you 100%, not the 25% you've been giving me for the last 2 years.