Feb 20, 2004 10:13
its done and it hurts... but i guess ill live? i dont know, or care at this point. Im going numb everyone, if you need me, i doubt youll find me. Im throwing my life away I guess, its the easiest thing to do now. I dont know, maybe its a phase, but right now I feel like im headed for self destruction, and i dont mind at all. if anyone needs me, ill be on my back deck smoking all my troubles away.