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Hmmm just a thing i wrote when i was bored....
Nothing is the same
The changes have been subtle yet abrupt
I was caught off guard
Couldn't even catch my breath
To lose my comforting routines has proven to be almost unbearable
Now i have been cast into the jaws of society once more
No longer protected by close friends
I find myself naked and alone...
Utterly alone
The few whose words once filled me with joy
Are failing me
They are failing me in my one time of need
Instead they are bombarding me with confessions
Confessions of naive love and adoration
I need to escape
Escape from these false promises that are thrown my way
In fruitless efforts of wooing me
Escape from those harsh lips that spout only jealousy
Escape from slow-growing rivalries between friends
Once like brothers, the try to outdo eachother
A new sanctuary is what i desire
My own mind cannot satisfy my hunger for this sacred place
It is too cluttered with sad memories
Past friends and loves lost still haunt my dreams
Even during the harsh light of day i cannot hide from them
They stay lurking in the shadows
Waiting for the opportune moment
So few of my memories serve as comfort
I fear that if i cannot find this safe-haven
My soul will wither and rot
And i will no longer know the meanings
Of happiness, peace, and love
Nothing is the same
The changes have been subtle yet abrupt
I was caught off guard
Couldn't even catch my breath
To lose my comforting routines has proven to be almost unbearable
Now i have been cast into the jaws of society once more
No longer protected by close friends
I find myself naked and alone...
Utterly alone
The few whose words once filled me with joy
Are failing me
They are failing me in my one time of need
Instead they are bombarding me with confessions
Confessions of naive love and adoration
I need to escape
Escape from these false promises that are thrown my way
In fruitless efforts of wooing me
Escape from those harsh lips that spout only jealousy
Escape from slow-growing rivalries between friends
Once like brothers, the try to outdo eachother
A new sanctuary is what i desire
My own mind cannot satisfy my hunger for this sacred place
It is too cluttered with sad memories
Past friends and loves lost still haunt my dreams
Even during the harsh light of day i cannot hide from them
They stay lurking in the shadows
Waiting for the opportune moment
So few of my memories serve as comfort
I fear that if i cannot find this safe-haven
My soul will wither and rot
And i will no longer know the meanings
Of happiness, peace, and love