just one of those nites
yup it has been a while, but due to not being able to sleep i will write something to entertain myself.....
where to begin... i am no longer attending pierres cosmotology school, i have my reasons and i find them to be good ones. I am going to be checking out spa tech in westbrook to see if that would be a better choice for myself.. I love my profession i just felt that i was getting my moneys worth at pierres,
I am working at starbucks and i love my job, so it makes it a lil bit easier on me sense i am not in school and all.. I can work more hours so i can save money to get my liecence back and pay a few other debts that i have.
I am sick of looking for a boy... I am going to let them come to me.. I dont need them right now. It just causes more stress in my life. I was talking to sean and he picked out what my problem is.. I always go for the assholes that dont have any feelings and that dont give a shit about others... For some reason i find that atractive.. I love the boys with the problems let me tell you!it just seems like i am repeating the same situations over and over again. i find a boy he says he likes me, we hang out a few times and then i never hear from him again... what is wrong with me? am i commin on to strong? idk, but i am sick of guys using me like this.. they need to make up their minds and own up and say if they dont want to hang out with me, instead of leaving me hanging for weeks,
well thats my rant.. i am going to go try and sleep this sadness off... i havent had one of these nites in a long time, i hope it passes quickly/
where to begin... i am no longer attending pierres cosmotology school, i have my reasons and i find them to be good ones. I am going to be checking out spa tech in westbrook to see if that would be a better choice for myself.. I love my profession i just felt that i was getting my moneys worth at pierres,
I am working at starbucks and i love my job, so it makes it a lil bit easier on me sense i am not in school and all.. I can work more hours so i can save money to get my liecence back and pay a few other debts that i have.
I am sick of looking for a boy... I am going to let them come to me.. I dont need them right now. It just causes more stress in my life. I was talking to sean and he picked out what my problem is.. I always go for the assholes that dont have any feelings and that dont give a shit about others... For some reason i find that atractive.. I love the boys with the problems let me tell you!it just seems like i am repeating the same situations over and over again. i find a boy he says he likes me, we hang out a few times and then i never hear from him again... what is wrong with me? am i commin on to strong? idk, but i am sick of guys using me like this.. they need to make up their minds and own up and say if they dont want to hang out with me, instead of leaving me hanging for weeks,
well thats my rant.. i am going to go try and sleep this sadness off... i havent had one of these nites in a long time, i hope it passes quickly/