Confused
I really have no idea what's going on. I continually am being told that I'm loved, but I'm also continually hearing about how great this other guy is. The more I hear about him the more I feel like shit. I feel more and more that I'm losing this one. AS much as I don't want to maybe I should just let her go. Maybe it would be best for both of us. She could be happy with him and I could...well lets not be around the bush here, I'm going to be sad. I mean I want to be with her so much and to see her with someone else is going to just kill me. But, if she's not with me, there will be no more arguing, no more fighting, no more accusation, no more worrying and no more being afraid. I'm so confused. I would like to be with her, more than anything in the world. She has an amazing ability to take away the problems of the world with her arms. She can make tears stop with just one kiss. She can make a smile appear with the simple words "Everything is going to be alright." She's about the only person in the world that can cheer me up on the drop of the hat. I don't know what to do, whether I should let her go to the guy that is probably a million times better than me or try to keep her from myself. All I do know is I'm always going to love her. She really does me the world to me and I would take her back in the blink of an eye if she asked or wanted to. I just want her to be happy. Happier than seemingly I can make her. This is dedicated to her if you are reading this: "I love you and I always will. I will always be there for you. AS long as there is a breath in my body and a heart beat in my chest, I will always love and care about you. Remember that always."