Wheeew....
Well I told Mike about this stupid thing, and I feel much better. I was just talking to him and I was like "Damn, I love this guy so much" and it really struck me, like I knew I loved him a while ago, but I had no clue i was so IN LOVE with him... I don't know, maybe this happens in every relationship. Do you just sit there and all the sudden be like "holy shit" for a second it like, took my breath away. I really don't know how I would explain it... maybe like a euphoric feeling. Hmmm.... That reminds me that chris still has my book. nevermind, my lover has it (i'm such a dweeb) oh well. I have a mountain of dishes to go with my dish queen crown waiting for me in the kitchen...peace