updating I guess.
Happy birthday to antagonists . You're an old lady now! Congrats. And I really am sorry about your cat. I-I'm just. Awkward. I'm sorry.
Anyway... I've been. Ah. I don't know. I suppose "better" could be used here, but I'm not, really. I'm okay. I guess.
I manage not to fall apart for most of the day, but my repercussions are more severe in the evenings. There's something wrong with me but I don't know what to do. Oh well. Someday I'll figure it out. Hopefully sooner rather than later.
I've been typing up journal entries in a document lately. It's eerie how much more... exact with my words I've been recently. I wonder why. Maybe it's because I have nothing better to do. I'm nervous about posting them. But I will.
They'll be posted probably today. Maybe tomorrow. I don't know.
I'm so tired. I got plenty of sleep last night, but I'm still exhausted. I don't know why.
Going to go lie down. Or rather, I am lying down, and I'm going to curl up for a while. Class isn't until 7:15pm anyways.
Also, welcome to my journal, awesome . No real need to be so formal, yeah, but. Anyway.
I'll post the first entry and then I'll curl up. It's nice to just hear the chat ping every once and a while. It's sort of an affirmation that things will go on whether or not I speak. Somehow, that's comforting right now.
Anyway... I've been. Ah. I don't know. I suppose "better" could be used here, but I'm not, really. I'm okay. I guess.
I manage not to fall apart for most of the day, but my repercussions are more severe in the evenings. There's something wrong with me but I don't know what to do. Oh well. Someday I'll figure it out. Hopefully sooner rather than later.
I've been typing up journal entries in a document lately. It's eerie how much more... exact with my words I've been recently. I wonder why. Maybe it's because I have nothing better to do. I'm nervous about posting them. But I will.
They'll be posted probably today. Maybe tomorrow. I don't know.
I'm so tired. I got plenty of sleep last night, but I'm still exhausted. I don't know why.
Going to go lie down. Or rather, I am lying down, and I'm going to curl up for a while. Class isn't until 7:15pm anyways.
Also, welcome to my journal, awesome . No real need to be so formal, yeah, but. Anyway.
I'll post the first entry and then I'll curl up. It's nice to just hear the chat ping every once and a while. It's sort of an affirmation that things will go on whether or not I speak. Somehow, that's comforting right now.