Fuck.
... I think I have a crush on a girl.
But I'm straight. STRAIGHT.
I mean, I don't mind lesbians or anything .. but I've never been romantically attracted to a girl.
.///.;
This .. is very, very new to me. I'm actually kind of nervous, hahah. ///;;;
I'm kinda thinking I just wanna .. pretend it's not there. |8;
Shittttt ... yeah .. whatever. Maybe I should just ignore it.
Yeah!
I mean .. I don't even know why I like her. IF I do.
Urk .. I just .. hnn, oh man .. I don't even know.
I-I don't know what do to. ;__;
I'm all fluttery and happy, but I'm also nervous .. and I'm just overall .. scared.
I'm not good enough for someone like her, anyways. I doubt she'd ever be interested in me .. -sigh-
I'm too insecure and annoying. And she's also just .. not interested. I'm fairly sure. Hahah. ; n;
Fff .. I'm so down on myself .. but I just don't know what I'm gonna do.
And, I mean, I guess I know why, but hnnngh. She's just so amazing and funny and smart, I just .. GAH.
Someone shoot me. I'm panicking. I asked my mom what she thought about it, and she was like, "I don't see anything weird about it," but .. I'm still nervous.
Ahh well. I need to quit it .. maybe it'd be better if I just ignore it. -sigh .. again-
Insecurities, yay.
Well, anyways .. I'm home safe, at least? And mom kind of helped with talking to me earlier .. but yeah. I'm still uncertain ..
Grrraaaahhhh. She's dominating my thoughts, 'cause I'm that nervous. >:U This is BS. I mean, I can't be as open on DA, 'cause she's on there and will probably wind up reading the entry, but CHRIST ..
I'm really nervous, and we've been really close lately .. and she even said herself in her new entry that she's not interested in anything like that, SO .. I DON'T KNOW.
I'M PANICKING.
AF
RGET
HR
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RGFHT
HERTJY
JSE
SJ
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HET
ETHHETHEA
OKAY.
I'LL BE OKAY.
FFFFUUUUU.
I will be fine. God ... I need to get over this .. -sigh- Right.
WELL .. gah .. I'll go be emo somewhere else. -headdesk-
But I'm straight. STRAIGHT.
I mean, I don't mind lesbians or anything .. but I've never been romantically attracted to a girl.
.///.;
This .. is very, very new to me. I'm actually kind of nervous, hahah. ///;;;
I'm kinda thinking I just wanna .. pretend it's not there. |8;
Shittttt ... yeah .. whatever. Maybe I should just ignore it.
Yeah!
I mean .. I don't even know why I like her. IF I do.
Urk .. I just .. hnn, oh man .. I don't even know.
I-I don't know what do to. ;__;
I'm all fluttery and happy, but I'm also nervous .. and I'm just overall .. scared.
I'm not good enough for someone like her, anyways. I doubt she'd ever be interested in me .. -sigh-
I'm too insecure and annoying. And she's also just .. not interested. I'm fairly sure. Hahah. ; n;
Fff .. I'm so down on myself .. but I just don't know what I'm gonna do.
And, I mean, I guess I know why, but hnnngh. She's just so amazing and funny and smart, I just .. GAH.
Someone shoot me. I'm panicking. I asked my mom what she thought about it, and she was like, "I don't see anything weird about it," but .. I'm still nervous.
Ahh well. I need to quit it .. maybe it'd be better if I just ignore it. -sigh .. again-
Insecurities, yay.
Well, anyways .. I'm home safe, at least? And mom kind of helped with talking to me earlier .. but yeah. I'm still uncertain ..
Grrraaaahhhh. She's dominating my thoughts, 'cause I'm that nervous. >:U This is BS. I mean, I can't be as open on DA, 'cause she's on there and will probably wind up reading the entry, but CHRIST ..
I'm really nervous, and we've been really close lately .. and she even said herself in her new entry that she's not interested in anything like that, SO .. I DON'T KNOW.
I'M PANICKING.
AF
RGET
HR
TH
R
G
RGFHT
HERTJY
JSE
SJ
S
HET
ETHHETHEA
OKAY.
I'LL BE OKAY.
FFFFUUUUU.
I will be fine. God ... I need to get over this .. -sigh- Right.
WELL .. gah .. I'll go be emo somewhere else. -headdesk-